For the first time in a long time, I'm happy being me. Being alone. I'm enjoying time with my friends, no men, and no love life to speak of. I missed being one of the girls. Playing pool and talking girl talk. For the first time in my life I had strangers buy me drinks. It was a new experience, but it boosted my confidence. I feel comfortable in my skin, without having a man on my arm.
My confidence now restored, I'm ready to do new things. I have a job interview today, with a job that makes a lot of money. If I get it, I should have my son back very soon, and be taking steps to buy a car. After those two things are taken care of, I'm going to get my own place, and be completely independent, taking care of my beautiful boy.
I don't need any man but my son. It feels so good to feel that way. I needed that confidence in myself.
